I have a question about why on some flights there is tremendous juddering on the take off - I get very frightened when it happens as it just seems that the plane is struggling somehow.
Related to this question is the issue of whether I would benefit from the SOAR materials. The reason I haven't used them so far is that each time I get close to purchasing I worry that by doing so I am going to make my problem worse before it gets better. By that I mean that I will have to recognise my fear, face it head on and possibly be more aware of it before dealing with it.
I'm a 'watch every episode of air crash investigation and memorise details of plane crashes in an effort to develop a 'fool-proof plan'' type of person. Not healthy I know but somehow I have managed to fly multiple times a year for many years. It's just that I rarely enjoy the flights and always revert back to obsessively seeking information on planes and crashes in the days before I fly.
My concern is that I would replace that form of obsessive behaviour with obsessive SOAR behaviour and actually feel no more comfortable than before. I'd really appreciate feedback from others who might recognise themselves in what I'm saying.
Hmm, it seems my post is far more about the second issue than the first - apologies for the confusion - I'd love feedback on either issue.
Many thanks,
JW



